one day at a time..

well, today marks the 5th day that i haven't gotten to talk to matty. today also marks 3 months from the day matty, josh, dick, and i sat in the bed of his truck eating pizza as the sun was setting and matty confessed to me every little detail he loved about me, in front of josh and dick, ending with cat calls (courtesy of the boys) and him asking me to be his girlfriend. it was the most adorable thing i had ever seen a grown man do, and to do it in front of his two best friends who were ruthlessly making fun of him; now that takes balls. man do i miss that boy so much. only about 7 months left and he'll be back here in my arms once more. i'm taking this deployment one day at a time. this blog will be cut short, simply because words can't even describe how happy he makes me and how much i miss him.