november?

it's november. where the heck did the time go? it's already been 2 months and a week since matty left. it feels like it's been so much longer. only 7 more months (hopefully) until he's back. in the meantime, i have to try to stay focused on school and finding a car and scraping up money to save. speaking of school, it's kicking my ass. classes on campus are NOT my thing, so i'm going to try online classes next semester. if i'm able to make it to next semester. i honestly can't wait for summer. i live for the summer months. 

one day at a time..

well, today marks the 5th day that i haven't gotten to talk to matty. today also marks 3 months from the day matty, josh, dick, and i sat in the bed of his truck eating pizza as the sun was setting and matty confessed to me every little detail he loved about me, in front of josh and dick, ending with cat calls (courtesy of the boys) and him asking me to be his girlfriend. it was the most adorable thing i had ever seen a grown man do, and to do it in front of his two best friends who were ruthlessly making fun of him; now that takes balls. man do i miss that boy so much. only about 7 months left and he'll be back here in my arms once more. i'm taking this deployment one day at a time. this blog will be cut short, simply because words can't even describe how happy he makes me and how much i miss him. 

it's just one thing after the other.

so i get home from school and shortly after i get there, my roommate, jess, gets home. we get to talking about how crappy our financial situations are and i figured i'd check my bank account, just for shits and giggles to see if i was charged from hertz again. LOW AND FREAKIN BEHOLD, i was. they have now charged me 3 times when they weren't supposed to. on top of that, my bank charged me an overdraft fee. yay for being a broke as a joke college kid! so much for working two jobs and being able to support myself. i guess i just gotta take it one day at a time, and raise some hell when need be. the need be has arrived. hell will be raised, but maybe in a nice way. hah... nice.. yeah okay. going to my bank tomorrow to have them call hertz since apparently that's the only way to get this fixed. maybe if direct insurance and hertz got their shiz straight this wouldn't be happening. i feel like my life is one big FML post right now. 

getting started.

so, this is my first ever blog. no idea what i'm doing, all i know is there's a butt ton of stuff on my mind, and what better way to get it all off my chest than to blog it off? my sister does it so this is just another way for that good ole sisterly bonding.

first off; my cat. his name is noodles, and he (or she) is demonic. like, if satan himself had a kitten to sit by his side, it would be noodles. my roommate's boyfriend brought him home one night, and i was like "heck yeah! a kitten!" no. this little guy sleeps in the bathroom at night because he attacks my face while i sleep, and i can't hide under the covers all night otherwise i'd suffocate.

secondly; my boyfriend. matty:) he's deployed and probably won't be back until may. it's been one helluva month, cause that's how long he's been gone. earlier today he messaged me on facebook saying he had a serious question, pertaining to us. now any normal person would start freaking right about now. i'm not normal. so i went ape shit. turns out he just wanted to ask me what i would do if he were to stay in the army when he got back from deployment instead of getting out and he were to get relocated to another post, what would i do? i asked if i would be able to go with him, he said yes, you can. so i told him "then i'd go with you." this is all still up in the air, so i suppose only time will tell.

lastly; my car. poor old sheldon. i got in a wreck on october 2nd, and she was totaled :( i don't like being carless, especially when sheldon was my first car that i paid cash with with my own money. hopefully i'll be able to get a newer car with the insurance claim.